That's what I get for wishful thinking

I have been having just dreadful luck with models lately.  Two sessions in a row canceled and we are on an every other week rotation for the summer.  So few opportunities are presented and they are being wasted.  I've been doing this for a long time and sometimes I think it's just time to pull the plug and see if something else comes along to take up the void.  But I'm a stubborn fool who, for whatever reason, just rides things out until the wheels fall off.